No more truth tellers

Okay, I get that we are forced to live in a scientific/modern society, however the education and  scientific communites are few of the evils that have gotten rid of Native truth tellers and traditional story tellers to be more precise. For example, I have been formatted to live my life as an Adizooke Innini, Oshkabewis, Manidoo Dewe'i gan Okitchidaa with numerous responsibilities. As I get older and much more wiser with my traditional knowledge and contemporary knowledge, I find my self seeing the "disbelief" that our people have in the Spiritual ceremonies and "way of living."
     Most Anishinabeg, when they get sick, they tend to want to visit the first doctor that comes to their mind. If it is a little more extreme, we tend to visit the E.R. WHAT?????? Is it me or why the hell are we teaching our children to be dependent on a health care and education system both, of which need the same thing that we, FIRST NATIONS PEOPLE have never had from the beginning of time.....MONEY!!!!!
     As Aboriginal people, we all need to come to the realization that the "modern" education system teaches our children to be liars  thieves and robots. And than we also need to realize that we  reinforce their little chip boards and miniature computers with the Health care industry, cartoons, walmarts and sports shows. Ahh so now the ones who have been raised in a containment environment, grow up to be social, contributing, pay your taxes-little soldiers. All ready to execute the modern education and Health systems agenda of lies, deceit and holocaust in the form of working 8 hours days, live away from "those" Indians-communities and bring your portable ideas, agendas and contributeness FISAUDS!
     All, I mean ALL, First Nations Peoples tend to posses a TRUTH that they all know and become familiar while in their early years. The problem is that when we are young, some of us get sent to the ISS room, the behavior rooms and find our selves getting in school suspension and than, suspended from school. Some of even get expelled from schools! WHAT THE HELL?! FIRSTLY, I NEED TO APOLOGIZE TO MYSELF FOR NOT HAVING OUR PEOPLE THEIR FOR ME ALL THOSE TIMES I GOT SENT HOME FROM HIGH SCHOOL. Where the hell was the JOM guidance counselor, GOD DAMN BASTARD! Better yet, if these school officials really knew Natives, than why the hell were my needs ever met.
    Oh yeah, back to the TRUTH!  Are you ready????????

Idle my paddle!

It has been awhile since i have posted any provoking thoughts or rant lately! However, the year is 2013 and we are still facing the same problems and  continue to deal with solutions, to our Native problems from a Euro-American/Compartmentalized cultural frame of mind! I watch Facebook postings and I get the fact that we all have things, issues, problems and struggles however, i have many concerns if you are an individual that is taking the crayons and making a bigger mess.
    Since one of my last posts, i lost my job at the Nay Ah shing school on the Mille lacs reservation. I have a big mouth and speak my mind.There were numerous times I would stand up for the Elders and their teaching principals  I would take their concerns and voice them to the White principal and white staff. Of course, i was never taken seriously because that is the way of the education system; that if you do not hold an important decision making position in life, you are a useless, non participating, no team player. But i never gave in or gave up. Never did I ever sell my or my family short, i confronted the beast and machine and when the beast came to eliminate me, my Native Peoples and elders were nowhere to be found, to make matters worse they turned on me and should have said " Why are you making problems for that White lady and white people?"
     Native Spirituality and Wisdom are in new times. The new times are that most of the educated people who maintain their licenses, masters and Ph. D degrees are the new medicine women and medicine men.This could be one of many reasons why the Youth of today are less interested in the Disciplines and workings of becoming true-OLD SCHOOL leaders. Because by the time their community realizes that they have healing properties and ways, the  frame of mind tends to be like the workings and programming of the Military. Most people and individuals have to be deprogrammed and than reprogrammed to make sure that they are going to be strong, healthy leaders. But, we as First Nations communities are missing these principals because they are like the elephant in the living room, the ideas and principals of mind control are so obvious that we all look past the individuals frame of thoughts and where the mind set sits.THIS IS NORMAL and its a normal response to Historical trauma. I always wonder why Native peoples do not help themselves but are quick to jump on the band wagon of Idle no more.
      Now back to MS. Paul SIMON, who was and continues to be the Principal at the Nayahshing schools on the Mille Lacs Reservation. MS. Simon is your typical Euro-American person who says she is concerned about Native Traditions and concerns. She has typical responses of most Non aboriginal peoples, like "follow the chain of command, bring it up to your supervisor, I will look into the problem, ELDERS DO NOT SELL THEIR PRESCRIPTION PILLS." Excuse me what? Most of Ms. Simons Non-native teaching staff are all one click or a unified decision making body and they are the only team when it comes to their agendas and work load! They cannot or ever will admit that they are not "team" players or that they isolate themselves from the Aboriginal children and families.Okay fine!Go and drink your alcohol and talk about your mortgages and tax saving ventures because Natives do not need people like you!!!!Most, if not all of the teaching staff live off the reservation or do not live in the local community. So how can they say, "we all know what you feel, we all know what you are dealing with, WE WANT TO HELP! No wonder why many Native Children are so confused and cheated. We allow these people to come to our communities and lie, cheat and steal from us THROUGH OUR CHILDREN!!!!
       When you cross people like MS. Simon, you will notice that MS SIMONS compartmentalized mind takes over and she whips out her trump card and crushes your family. She crushes your Native Spirituality and she crushes the Love for your people! All without ever feeling remorse, blinking or hesitating! I have been saying this about Foxy and White Foxy. We as First Nations people  will always deal with the Fort/Colonized attitudes and beliefs and we have to take steps farther and much more faster and continue to deny the Fort peoples ways, which means eating less of their food, excepting less of their devious ways in the form of Alcohol, drugs and certain technological norms. We need to replace much of the Fort peoples common working attitudes, which is alive and active in all of our communities  We also need to except less of their working environments, which is to say, we need to teach our children to be outside at all times and to be productive outside. Our people have become weakened by the Fort peoples way of life and our elders tend to die much more younger now a days. We need to walk more and say no to diabetes. We need to be in shape in all traditional elements of our lives before we can take to the streets!
     Lets say that when I lost my job, many feelings and thoughts came to my mind in the form of good and bad. I wanted to pray against the Drum peoples of the local community, I wanted to pray against Ms. Simon, I wanted to hate, hate-hate and for what. SO I TOOK DEEP BREATHS AND TRIED TO GAIN MY COMPOSURE. FOR SURE I WAS BEING TESTED AND LOOKED UPON BY THE MOTHER EARTH AND THE SPIRITS TO SEE HOW I WOULD HANDLE MY NEW LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE.
Guess what, I think I passed. I did not pray against the things that i felt in my mind, but i was able to work through my issues by possessing the faith that my Grandfathers and Grand mothers had relayed to me in the form of ceremonies and love.

Why is it that the US is considerd to be a agreat country? How come the US can't live up the the lies of all Aboriginal first peoples of this land? Everywhere I look and everyday that I awake I see lies. I see lies in the water, on the trees, around the animals, in our Young peoples minds, in ever politician that serves this country, in every facet of education and in every so called "American."

To my people who live the lies:

Wake up!

To all the halfbreeds:

Keep thinking like the European union.

To the gods everywhere:

Whats up with the destruction of my people?

Once upon a UFO

I just recently was abducted by a UFO. No, but I have talked to someone that was abducted by a UFO. It's kinda funny and scary at the same time. I guess you could say that it was really meant for me to meet this guy and hear his story. He is an elderly Caucasian man and his name will be omitted for his sake.

I will call him "Jim." I first met Jim through another Caucasian guy named Scott. I happened to meet Scott a few years ago at the Red lake powwow and fair. Can you imagine one lonely White man sitting at the Red lake powwow? When I approached Scott, I had asked him what he was doing here(Red Lake). He was trying to sell a Deer head mount to the casino. By the end of the powwow, I end up giving Scott 40 dollars to return home. Unfortunately, I did not see Scott for around almost two years. When I finally did run into him, he had returned the 40 dollars and introduced me to Jim. I got Jim's contact information and eventually contacted him. When I did contact Jim, I was trying to locate my friend Scott. Jim had warned me not to get into any business with Scott, and I let him know that there was no business going on with Scott and that I was just trying to find out how he was doing. Jim gave me some not so surprising new in regards to Scott. Besides that, me and Jim started to talk about many things going on in the country and some of the ideas and concerns we both had in regards to these things. Eventually, it was time for me to end the call(about three hours). Just before I was ready to hang up, Jim had asked me, "did I tell you about that time I think I was abducted by aliens?" I replied "no." I had than asked him to proceed to tell me.

What was really bizarre before this conversation ever came up was a few things. One of the things I discovered by talking with a few elders was that there was this new company called Meg-tronics. An Iron ore kind of conglomerate that could establish new, high grade iron ore from old tailing's left from the old iron ore companies. If you have ever visited old mining towns within the "Iron range" you can't help but notice the labyrinth of old hills that dot the scenery in some of these old mining towns. What I have discovered was that these "hills" are not natural at all, but all man made. THE HILLS ARE REMNANTS OF OLD IRON ORE. When I first discovered this information, I was of course bothered and amazed, all at the same time. Somewhere in Anishinabeg history there was suppose to be some compensation to Anishinabeg peoples from the mining companies for all of the Iron Ore that was excavated. The numbers were like one cent for every ton of Iron Ore that was excavated. But, just like the power dam on the Lac Courte Orielles Ojibwa reservation, there was no such compensation. In that particular case, NSP power company was suppose to give free or practically free electricity to the Lac Courte Orilles Ojibwa peoples for the construction of a power dam. This is how the Honor the Earth pow wow was established, because when the power damn was created, it flooded thousands of acres of wild rice beds on the reservation. So, in essence, Ojibwa people got the end of the raw deal. There was no proof that NSP would give free or cheap electricity. When hearing of the "discovery" of Meg-tronics, I happened to meet another elderly individual, who, actually met the inventor of the machine, which is the powerhouse behind Meg-tronics. This elderly man named "Gus" is one of the casino locals. He is a retired Mine worker. When I had mentioned this new technology and company, he excitingly admitted to me that he met the man who invented this machine. "He was sitting in this cafe and he was as dirty as a pig in the mud," he replied. "So, I asked him, where do you work, what kind of job do you have?" The man had replied, "I just invented a machine that can make new Iron Ore from old Iron Ore." "It took me almost twenty years, but I finally got someone to believe me."

And that was that. Little did I know what I was about to hear and how this new profound information would or could be related to alien technology or aliens for that matter.

Jim proceeded with his encounter. "I don't know exactly how or where I got to the spaceship, it was like, I was just lifted out of the roof of my house." What was really startling was the next piece of information he was going to say. "When I left my house, the Aliens or what not brought me to the shore of these lakes called twin Lakes." GULP. DOUBLE GULP. That was my first reaction. "You mean, Twin Lakes. like on the White Earth Reservation," I replied. "Yep."

Why I had to take two deep breaths and gulp was the fact that Twin Lakes is a place where my birth Mother wants to return to. That is where my Mother lived when she was a little girl.

To be continued.....

Lost thinking and intuition

I just returned from the Northwest. Washington State, to be exact. While being there, I was very humbled by all of my experiences. But, wait, there I go using the "I" word.

First Nations people in the past have never put the "self" before the whole of the group. "I" guess you could say that, in today's fast world, the word "I" is as common as school and I-pods. As the strokes of these keys try to interpret the "voices" that exist without a physical, "I" will try to do my best to tell you what needs to be told.

Firstly, lets say that, it's easier to be a groupie, rather than by one's self. If "I" am eventually deemed a domestic terrorist for the words that "I" muttle, so let it be. "I" mean, what brainwashed fool, would ever want their ideas and name, closely related to the word "terrorist?" Let's just say that, true Spiritual knowledge is earned by Genes, never by a series of degrees or self appointed hierarchy. Some people who have had direct Spiritual Wisdom have become tired, weary and or have already left this world. The individuals that are left have become victims of the Western worlds reaches and poisons. Have "I" you might ask, been selfish? Physically, " Yes." Spiritually, "No". Western philosophy's are addictive and dangerous. Western(Euro-Anishinabeg) ideas promote the "I" and a selfishness, that permeates the every inch of man.

Have "I" been selfish and self centered? "Hell yes!" Was it because "I" thought of myself first? " No!" Was it because "I" witnessed imbalances of Anishinabeg culture? "Yes!" Some of the reasons "I" was selfish at times,was because everyone, at the time was too god-damn scared. Most people love to talk about something or someone, including me. "I," however like to talk about the process's someone or something has taken to become what a human self witnesses. So, if "I" have been talking about you, come on, don't take it literally!

Institution, Institution, Institutional Norms, Ideas and Solutions

Dang. Look at this pic. I know we all have had days like this. But what is funny and really detrimental is the state of mind most people tend to inherit, for the most part of thier labor working lives.

What I am trying to express and bring to light is that, there are many factual problems and that these problems are all man made social engineering schemes meant to keep people divided and fighting. Every problem we face and encounter seriously needs much debate and discussion, as to what is law and what is not law. The modern day state of being needs a makeover, but what a modern day being does not know and tends to not care to know, will just keep him in a "death" orientated state of mind. The fictiousus state of the human mind and Spirit is nothing far from serious.

Some might ask, Fictiousus??? Yeah, come on lets be real, can you really handle and interpret the word institution and admit to yourself what that word really means . Most people do not like to admit to the Pharma-Military concept of divide and conquer and most of these same individuals can't admit that military agendas keep our society unruly by a process called; COMPARTMENTALIZATION.

That is what Aboriginal Governments and people live their professional and personal lives by, well ,at least, most Aboriginals. What I should share and say is that most people love social order and most people demand that their be social order. Some of these same individuals will never truly remember the 60's and how many people and organizations were "infiltrated" by some sort of government affair which allowed most civil rights movements to be dissolved. Written documentation has proved that every civil group that was established(Panthers, Puerto Rico groups, A.I.M, ect.) during the 60's and afterwards was eventually staffed and discussed by white house officials.

The main pervert of compartmentalization is the military and the modern day school system. I, have had to sit in a classroom for hours upon hours and for what. To be a professional student of the US government? I don't think this individual sees and feels freedom and it's associate counterparts is truly a positive statement. We all have to pay a fee for something, even if that means if we want to live free.

Most people that have read my posts think that i am a dissident and angry person. This is untrue. What is true is the fact, that, i have had the ability to see the real truths about real productivity within our so called modern day laws and governments.People that tend to get angry at my words are full of fear. For example, lets look at the wealth of the United States and who really shares the bundle of "lies, imbalances and atrocities." What this means is that, someone who is driving a 20,000 dollar vehicle or has a house that is worth more than 70,000 dollars has lied, cheated and contributed to the imbalances of rich and poor.Am i saying that i am am jealous or that i want those things; NO. Do I need them things, not necessarily, but I am truly dissecting and connecting the dots of what is real wealth and what it really means to be wealthy. So, in case i ever have a chance to own a 20,000 dollar car or if i decide to buy a home that is valued at 70,000 or more, i than, will have no strings attached to me or my family. But for now, I am still trying to do my homework in regards to " compartmentalization "and how it is reflected in every aspect of Anishinabeg life and ceremonies.

Why in the world if you have been institutionalized all of your young life, choose a profession that keeps you institutionalized? Wouldn't you eventually try to think for yourself and family? Pupillage is a disease and is very detrimental in our modern day lives on many different professional levels. Pupillage spreads lies, misinformation and deceit in every corner of life it touches. Many Aboriginal people blame the "white man" for their problems. Now that we have a black brother in office, i ask aboriginal people " now what do you think?" Meaning, that the "white man" has been and will continue to be a compartment that controls every aspect of our world, whether we want to admit it or not. Having a black brother in office is not going to change the social compartment, because the social compartment is written to stay, not be amended.

To be continued.............